Aneh bin gila akut

Membaca namamu saja, hatiku berdebar!
Kenapa ketika kau pergi, tak kau bawa serta namamu?!

Just another IF

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my life?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this "much" is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

WANTED

: penggerak hati

Apa sih bahagia itu?

Jika menurutku bahagia adalah ketika bersamamu. Jika ingin kuwujudkan bahagia itu maka aku akan perjuangkanmu, akan selalu disisimu. No matter what!!

Tapi jika bahagiaku justru tak membahagiakanmu? Jika bahagiaku justru tidak membahagiakan yang lainnya? Apakah aku akan tetap bahagia?

Jika bahagiaku adalah bahagiamu, juga bahagia mereka. Jika bahagia mereka adalah bahagiamu dan bahagiaku juga. alangkah bahagianya. tapi sayang terkadang tidak.

Bahagia menurutku belum tentu menurutmu, belum tentu menurut mereka. Bahagia menurutmu, menurut mereka belum tentu menurutku. karena bahagia penuh syarat! bahagia perlu alasan!

Maka, jika tak bisa kurasakan bahagia menurutku di dunia fana-Mu, mohon izinkan bisa kurasakan di dunia abadi-Mu...yang tak butuh syarat dan tak perlu alasan!

Rain

Please. . .

Wash away my tears. . .

Take away my pain. . .

it's december already!!

Ohmaygad...

It's december already...bulan terakhir di setiap tahunnya...

Bulan yang setelahnya sudah berganti tahun...

Bulan penutup...

hhh...Time does running...

And it's soooo fast!!

Hey! aku tertinggal di belakang...tunggu aku!!